No Llamas please

I was asked yesterday how I feel about what happened to me nearly 3 weeks ago how it has made me feel about myself :[link]

My response was and still is that it was an intrusion into my personal space. The response the person was looking for seemed to be that I should be really pleased that at nearly 68, men found me beautiful and attractive... What I look like does not matter to me in that way, I have several admirers and it never enters my head that I am still attractive to men. My life is too full of other thoughts to feel that way...

This is what I really do feel about so many people, I am sorry if it offends but this is my journal and I will say what I think and feel:

Why are so many people so shallow? Why do they worship pop-stars, film stars and super models? What is going on in this world that is making them that way? They cannot see any reality or pain suffered by real unknown people. Everything is either about themselves or about the stars they worship.

Surely if they put a bit of effort into looking at the real world they would wake up and see that they are in fact very ignorant, yet they don't want to know the facts. It matters to them that someone famous in the media has died, yet the thousands of starving children, who have no clothes, shelter or food for years are just dying in the streets. I forgot to mention lack of medical care...

Just think sometimes when you are eating your dinner all nice and freshly prepared and you leave a little because you are too full to eat any more that what you have left would have fed someone or maybe more than one and helped to keep them alive so they would have at least a chance in life...

Next is all the money it costs to send soldiers to kill innocents in countries they know absolutely nothing about. The soldiers are so brainwashed that they really believe they are somehow protecting their birthplace from 'terrorism' by going to into a completely illegal war and destroying families in the thousands. Killing children and in actual fact creating the very 'terrorism' and hatred they are supposed to be preventing... The costs of all this would feed, clothe and provide medical care for all these innocents and in return people would be living without any fear of terrorism...

This world has completely gone mad.  We are so full of our own ego's that those whose names we will never know really don't matter at all to us...

Sorry to be serious...

I am getting over what happened to me and am beginning to feel sorry for the person who invaded my space in such a wrong way, how do the thousands of people in other countries feel about their 'space/countries' being invaded when they have done nothing wrong at all?

Comments please... I promise not to get angry...

Roz X